When I Am Among the Trees
Summer 2025 Contemplative Events

St. Paul’s Episcopal Church received a $60,000 grant from the Lilly Foundation Clergy Renewal Program (see details below) for “When I Am Among the Trees,” a theme born from a contemplative practice on Mary Oliver’s poem. In the peace of God’s creation and through contemplative practices, the pastor and congregation will be recentered, nourished, and refreshed.

When I Am Among the Trees

            When I am among the trees,

especially the willows and the honey locust,

            equally the beech, the oaks and the pines,

they give off such hints of gladness.

            I would almost say that they save me, and daily.

 

            I am so distant from the hope of myself,

in which I have goodness, and discernment,

            and never hurry through the world

but walk slowly, and bow often.

 

            Around me the trees stir in their leaves

and call out, “Stay awhile.”

            The light flows from their branches.

 

And they call again, “It’s simple,” they say,

            “and you too have come

into the world to do this, to go easy, to be filled

            with light, and to shine.” (Mary Oliver, 2006)

“To go easy, to be filled with light, and to shine” is Mother Michelle’s heart song for this sabbatical period, both for her and for the congregation. The components of the grant application include experiences for her and her family in nine national parks, with enough downtime to ensure contemplative practices and blessed rest. To mirror this, our St. Paul’s family will enjoy the same contemplative practices, in the local city and county parks. Receiving a clergy renewal grant allows us to make these activities possible and to renew us for ministry. The grant covers all of Mother Michelle’s activities (three trips), all supply clergy, additional administrative assistance, three workshops for the congregation on various contemplative practices (including some materials), and a welcome back celebration on September 14, 2025.

This pamphlet contains the summer schedule, assigning a weekly contemplative practice to a specific city or county park. It is an invitation to visit the scheduled park and spend time in nature while practicing that week’s contemplative practice. If possible, join a few other parishioners Thursdays at 10 a.m. to explore and contemplate together. If not possible, stop in whenever you have time. La Porte has beautiful, easily accessible parks throughout the county. Now is as good of a time as any to visit them.

The tree theme really spoke to Mother Michelle first with the Mary Oliver poem shared on the previous page. Having grown up in rural Michigan, trees have always been near and dear to her heart – from the old willow tree she regularly climbed at her grandparents’ house, to the crabapple outside her bedroom window, to the several stories high Maple tree in the yard between the house and the lake. In dreaming about what would make her “heart sing,” as the grant application suggested, being in nature, in the trees, in the quiet of the wind surfaced immediately.

At the heart of contemplative prayer is simply the act of slowing down, being present to the moment, and connecting with God in any manner of ways. Contemplation can happen in stillness or movement, as long as that movement isn’t about accomplishing a chore or “getting something done.” Contemplation is about acting like a human “being” rather than a human “doing.”

That said, try as many of these practices as you dare. And if any of them don’t speak to you, don’t increase your sense of peace, then substitute them for something else. This summer of renewal is about each of us, and especially your priest, connecting with our joy, with our Lord, and with our source of energy. May it be so!

Press Release - Lilly Endowment Clergy Renewal Program

St. Paul's Episcopal Church in La Porte has received a grant of $60,000 to enable its priest in charge, the Rev. Canon Michelle Walker, to participate in the 2024 Lilly Endowment Clergy Renewal Program.

St. Paul's is one of 34 congregations in Indiana selected to participate in this competitive program, which is funded by Lilly Endowment Inc. and administered by Christian Theological Seminary in Indianapolis. Established by the Endowment in 1999, the program’s grants allow congregations to support their pastors with the gift of extended time away from their ministerial duties and responsibilities.

Ministers whose congregations are awarded the grants use their renewal experiences to engage in reflection and renewal. The approach respects the “Sabbath time” concept, offering ministers a carefully considered respite that may include travel, study, rest, prayer and immersive arts and cultural experiences.

Walker will spend time from May to early September traveling with her husband and two daughters to several national parks in the United States and to the Cairngorms National Park in Scotland. Her theme for the application for the grant was "When I Am Among the Trees" and focuses on contemplative prayer practices. Leave-taking will occur with a send-off coffee hour celebration April 27. Walker's return will be celebrated at Cummings Lodge Sept. 14, with a Eucharist among the trees, a catered meal, and joyous reunion.

During Walker's absence, the congregation will visit local parks and mirror the contemplative practices that Walker will be doing that same week. At each location, one of 15 contemplative exercises will be used. Each Sunday the current week’s park and practice will be shared during announcements. {See more information above.} Conversations about the previous week’s practice will occur during coffee hour. Coverage for Sunday services will be provided by supply clergy. At the return Eucharist, priest and congregation will reflect on their experiences and renewal.

Since the Endowment established the Lilly Endowment Clergy Renewal Program for Indiana Congregations in 1999 and the National Clergy Renewal Program for congregations in the other 49 states, Washington, D.C., and Puerto Rico in 2000, more than 4,293 congregations have participated in the program, including the 34 Indiana congregations receiving grants in 2024.

Through the program, Indiana congregations may apply for grants of up to $60,000 to support renewal experiences for their pastors. Collaborative in nature and implementation, the program allows congregations to partner with their ministers in developing experiences that address their unique renewal needs and aspirations. Recognizing that ministers’ families are subject to the stress and demands placed on pastoral leaders, the program encourages pastors to involve their families in renewal activities. Congregational needs during the minister’s renewal experience also are considered.